UNIVERSITY OF TORONTO LINKS
John Steffler
my son, who's seventeen years old,
rides his bicycle to work in the heat and rain, and his
legs and arms are bony and muscled
old men love to send them into the smoke
and trenches, into the knowledge of how easily bodies and
courtesies come apart -- we did it by jesus we did it,
now you'll see
and for eight hours scrubs the burnt paint
off what he describes as iron grapefruit halves, assisting
in the trickling together of parts from the continent's
corners, some race of machines assembling itself in
Karnac, Ohio, or Oshawa, my son labouring obscurely at
the birth
handsome as never again, just getting his beard
comes home black with grease, proud and marvelling;
the other men, he says, don't talk about sports or politics,
they talk about Ed's wife who's having her first baby,
Ed says the baby's already dropped,
growing up in the country of my past, he'd often
had the shrines pointed out to him, the jobs from grade six
on (35 cents an hour to start), heaving crates of
rotten fruit, green bales of alfalfa, planks into the
planer, planks into the planer
the rubber gloves they give him are like artificial
hands
working the wire brush, water spills
into his steel shoes, and the men who pass say that looks
like fun
saving
lies in bed in the dark
smiling, sensing his growing invisible shape, his stories
building
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